Thursday, September 29, 2011

"While I was holding on, all you did was to LET GO..." --- Vernice




Alone I sit and think,
Alone I experience and cry in sink,




Alone I reach for my heart and see
My heart was bleeding and I can feel the pain is sieze.





Alone I sit and think about deeper ache,
Alone I experience my sadness and wake,





Alone I reach for the worst in vain,
Alone I feel the pain.



Alone I sit and think about slicing the photos,
Alone I experience my emptiness and cry for all I’ve lost,





Alone I cut nice drawings for all of those who want to watch,
Alone I feel the pain in catch.



Alone I sit and think about finishing it all,
Alone I experience a new kind of numb feeling take over me in call, 






Alone I cry for all that’s been and never will be again,

Alone I think it all over and end this kind of game






But in the end, I was never alone
For God is here with me, watching all along...






God bless ! :)

Friday, September 23, 2011

"When I grow up, I wanna be a little girl. - Santos, VERNICE"



You should always bear in mind how God made a plan for your own good but it's just that, it depends on your own choice if you will follow his footsteps or make your own way..



I may not be that good to other people but I will always try my best to be...



because in life, there are miseries, trials that could make us stronger...



make us wiser...



make us believe that God exists



in all things in life.



Just a thought.



God bless us always ! :)

"I think, therefore I am."

"I act like everybody cares. I walk like everybody sees. I whisper like everybody hears. And I begin to realize that it's me, myself whom I can know much better than that of those 'everybody'." - Vernice Santos.



Likewise my life begins with a journey...


 A journey full of experiences and memories...



A lifetime fulfillment...



because I always believe in God...



and in my family..



God bless us always ! :)

"Success is not a destination, it’s a journey."

"Success is a ladder that cannot be climbed with your hands in your pocket."


I am what I am... When people start criticizing you or when they start pointing fingers at you, then you can understand that you are going in the right direction.




Success without honor is an unseasoned dish; it will satisfy your hunger, but it won't taste good.



As you climb the ladder of success, be sure it's leaning against the right building.



If at first you don't succeed, do it like your mother told you.



Try to discover
The road to success
And you'll seek but never find,
But blaze your own path
And the road to success
Will trail right behind.




God bless us always ! :)

"Bloom Like A Rose -- Me, Myself and I"

"Bloom Like A Rose -- Me, Myself and I"


As the rose flower is blooming silently,

And taking its own time
You too start blooming in silence




Only in silence, one can bloom...
Accept life as it comes to you
Absorb it with opened hands
Enjoy what existence is giving you
Take your time in enjoying it.....
Appreciate it...
Love it....
Laugh with it....
Dance with it...


This is me, the only me in myself . God bless us always ! :)

"I am a Princess - the Heroine of my own."

"I am my own heroine. Heroine girl who is perfectly charming to live with, in a book."


As I continue my life in search for the right path, I guess, I deserve to be a princess. The Princess that struggles to make her kingdom unique. The kingdom of her days and the happiness of her future.



I could hardly explain  myself why should I be like this. A girl full of dreams.




And now I, Vernice Santos, may dismiss my heroine to the sleepless couch, which is the true heroine's portion - to a pillow strewed with thorns and wet with tears. And lucky may she think herself, if she get another good night's rest in the course of the next few month. God bless us always ! :)

When I was a child...

"I am the only person in the world I should like to know thoroughly."



This is me. My life as a child. My life as a girl who was born at the hardest period of my mother's womb.
I do my thing, you do yours. I am not here in the world to live up your expectations and you are not in this world, to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I. and this is my life...

In this picture, I am still happy playing with my new toys and still exploring the existential world of mine.

My mother and my father are always here for me... Likewise, they gave their best to make me feel the most important person in their lives. As their daughter, I am so blessed to have both of them because they always encourages me to pursue my dreams with God's help.

This is my family

God bless us always ! :)